Reading
sometimes when i did just ever so slightly think of the great achievements or results or grades or design that i could achieve, it gives me the jitters. not in a bad way but rather in a this-is-pretty-dang-great-i-can't-wait! excited kinda way.
but when it ends, there are very rare occasions when i will feel satisfied and feels great.
it usually ends up with me being sucked into a black hole.
of emptiness.
life always find ways to crush me.